Which layer r u trapped in ?

Yesterday i heard of onion theory & this was the only thing running in my mind when was trying to hibernate myself.yeah since i got a respite from my night shifts, i no more can sleep,have lost my dreams (i guess) so what i manage to do in nights is to get into hibernation so that it may not affect my roommate.I think i need a break...but from what...from work..is it really the thing needed? Is it gonna work? i am afraid....well i'll discuss this unususal itch in my foot some other time.
Here i am to say how Onion theory can depict u on a canvass.

So what exactly is this? What it has to do with us? I can't say about others but i am an onion for sure.

Okay lemme explain it.I really believe i am an onion,layered, filled with juice,dangerous to play with,painful to unwrap.
If i count on my layers i find it five,all with different widths,different concentrations,different difficulty levels to cross through.Its not enigma,its not that you donno what has to be done to traverse these, but tedious one,doesn't need a keen mind to get the very Sambhaw hidden inside.The only thing it demands is capacity to withstand the constant pain in the process.

If i get into analyzing these i find thickness of layers to be proportional to the distance traveled.The outermost layer is thinest & the innermost the thickest.While if we look at the concentration level of juice we find it decreasing from surface towards center.
everything is made for a certain purpose, you need to take severe pain in the first layer.Most of the people keep roaming in this layer only & after some time they quit although its not very thick.All my general friends,acquaintances fall into this category.

If you are really strong enough to take the pain of first layer you can keep penetrating the second layer also.These are my close friends & relatives who've finally managed to know 30 % of mine.But this number is quite low.I am somewhat emotionally attached to these people.
In the third layer you wont find person other than Family members.They have got a position in this layer as they hadn't any choice other than bearing with me.They are now used to the problems they generally face because of me,but as in this layer due to low concentration level ,pain is also not severe.Inspite of this they couldn't manage to reach the next layer,probably due to its thickness.

The penultimate layer is still untouched,i know, will find someone in this layer someday.
Can't give u a name or a date,but this is gonna happen,of course not in near future,thats am sure.

The last layer is the layer where you can find real me,fumbling,staggering,confused enough to think what do i wanna do next,lost into the heavenly thick soft core of my onion.Its the most safe place possible to hide,soothing,harmless,concentration level of pain is almost zero.But still am confused,is it the place i wanna be ? About this layer i am not sure whether someone else will ever find a place to step into.
So should i get out of this layer or wait for someone to get into ?I am unable to decide, so the only possible thing to do is to leave everything as it is & watch how life unfolds itself.Thats what i am doing...