About me....

Vishal claims to go miles before he sleep.Arpit believes in himself & God.A three year junior to me Soumendu is a cool person as well as simple one ( according to him).Rajnish learns from mistake & this is making him Man from a Boy.Rigved is like an Enigma.Abhishek sonthalia wants to be a player rather than a pawn or king.My brother Krishna tries to assess his life according to quotes from gr8 persons.You can get the happenings of Preethi's life.Even sunny is boast of being a cool reckless guy.
You must be thinking what is going on? What exactly i am trying to put in the bunch of lines.
Well these are nothing but the lines written in About me section of these people.Seems interesting naa? Yes it really is.Now as almost every net freak is having an orkut account. but what are we doing there other than asking the same questian Hi..How r u? or Howz life going? & getting the same answer Fine here..What about u??or me fine here..how r u doing? I became tired of these stuffs & so was thinking what else can be done on it.Other than scrap what are the sections which can draw our attention toward themselves.One very common thing is peeping inside others life by going through their albums.I was doing it constantly but now as due to mew setting facilities of orkut, i have been restricted to my friends only.So i had to look for more & i did.This time a very general but at the same time really important stuff on orkut has captivated me.
This is the about me section of profile.Here also you can find two category of people.One believes in the usefulness of this section while other takes it just as a first step in orkut life.Persons from the first one give a good amount of time while telling something about themselves in orkut, while people from other one have hardly been ever bothered of what they had put about them in this section while creating their profile.In the very early days of my orkut life i was also in the second list & still i haven't written anything revealing the real me.If you go to my profile you will find a single line in this section which is written from more than an year ..m lookin 4 that perfect line...2 let u know...Ya you are right of course it is not my line, picked from a Bryan adam's song.But if i have put it there it is not meaningless.May be i don't want to let anyone to know the real me.Or may be i am always confused about myself to come to any conclusion...or may be i am not good in dealing with words & so am afraid of committing grammatical mistakes while playing with the words (in fact this is the truth behind that).

Whatever may be the reason the thing is that i am not having any worthy 'about me' section & now when i look others from the first category defined by me, i am dying to fill that field.But again i get stuck somewhere in the middle bcoz if i write anything hastily, it may throw me in the second category, which i can't accept.So i have a tougher task of finding myself first than of writing about me.So now a days i am indulged in some sort of EXPLORING MYSELF job.

While going through the process i found something which i never knew or which hardly some of you might be doing.I went through hundreds of profile, but i hardly found someone who had written about real himself.I hardly found an honest effort of revealing one's negative points.If we all agree to the fact that nobody is perfect, then why all about me sections are trying to proove its owner a perfect person.why are we ashamed of showing the imperfect person hidden inside us.Why can't we come forward saying how stupid we are while doing something.
we have to understand this is not a masquerade. If you claim to be in orkut for making true friends then the very first step of this friend making process is not being complete.Friendship can't start putting a masque on your face.As here in net friendship you don't have much opportunity to know others as the traditional method.So here you can't afford to hide yourself with a masque of cool guy's face or anything like that.
So very soon i will be writing something really real about myself.I will try to make it as overt as it can be.

Love is in the AIR..m sealed in a vaccum chamber.

MritHyu has fallen in love.DebH*aroon has also got his special one.ArunjyotHi is also roaming with his someone in KORAMANGALA 100 ft road .NadHeem was also caught red handed with a girl at sony world.MisHra is also getting love virus from gtHalk.Apna bengali chele GivindHa to kab se SHivani-SHivani jap rha hai.So all my frnds in HUNGAMA group are busy now with their gals (Although none of them have changed their status in orkut profile).If you look at my very close friends of college, SontHalia has started giving 75 mins over a single call from a gal, Rigved was alreay engaged with someone (although i never got exactly what's happening over thr in his matter), AnandH is also busy with someone (in words of AbHisHek sontHalia its an ALOUKIK PREM).My roommate Araria is playing the second inning of his love life (he is going to shape the dream of DHIRU BHAI AMBANI..i mean he is going to avail unlimited STD offer of Reliance mobile).So everyone around me is very happy with his happening life.


At the same time i am unable to figure out what has happened to me.Why don't i allow someone to come close to my aura. For what the hell, i am standing with a no entry board for all the girls i can be afraid of falling in love with.
May be my past experiences related to girls i dealt with, are preventing me to go forward.May be my mind is active enough to take decision without giving my heart a chance.Or may be i don't want to bear pains of love life as i can't get my love in my life due to the conservative family i belong to.Anyone of these can be a reason behind my single status, but one important thing which i believe, is undoubtedly true that Love is not something to fall in rather its the thing to rise with.All the engaged males i encountered with, got negatively changed after getting into love.A sudden substantial change can be observed in their attitude, behaviour & relationship with other friends.They used to live dual character in the same life.One what is for their love & the another one for all others.How can you think of getting true love without revealing the real U hidden inside.It is ridiculous that the one whom you claim to be in true love with, does know mere a fraction of real yours.In what direction this love life of urs is taking u alongwith ?

It may be sounding a little harsh for those who have recently fallen in love,but believe me if they analyse the difference they have gone through during their love period, they can't deny my point.All other relationships & friendships seems to be dwarf in front of this new one.sometimes people wants to be socially isolated & disappear from the real world. Is this love worthy enough to leave all other things behind.


Well although i may boast of understanding the things very well or well enough to make a balance between love & all other stuffs of life, but one very real fact which i can't ignore is ,now i am looking for a serious kind of relationship, which may go long. At the same time i can't go against my parents' decision, i mean arranged marriage stuff.
In our Moral science class or while writing essays anywhere on Castism, Dowry system we all were writing gr8 bookish quotes against it. My parents had also written in their time ,but i got it more than mere getting marks, while my parents didn't & here lies the difference. I can't go on the things i believe in just bcoz my parents were attending their classes only to get jobs or degrees.So if i have got the things correct my children can go according to this.Really its well going according to the law that everyone has pay for what his parents' deed & so have I.

Okay without more digressions i am coming to a more interesting aspect... if you are really in love you must understand that finding your love may be difficult,going well in love life somewhat more difficult,but maintaining other relationships when you are in love, is the real test of your love.If you are well enough in doing this, believe me you can deal with any big task related to relationship management in future very easily.This is called rising in love. You are getting matured before facing real challenge of life, which people like me will be lacking.I don't know about others , but am damn sure about myself that i'll be facing a lot of difficulties in managing things with my bItter half. So i may take somewhat more time than all my friends to move to the next stage of life, bcoz not at any point of time i find myself mentally matured enough for the serious decision.
So literally for me there is no way left other than coming out of this vaccum chamber of mine & have some fresh air ,but for that i need to have some bold steps which won't be a cakewalk.Infact tougher than any decision i have ever taken or may be i will be taking.I have done some planning for myself after doing a lot of mathematical calculation & am hoping, if everything goes according to plan, very soon highly criticized arrogant behavior towards girls will turn into other way.
Well lets see how life unfolds itself.



(*An extra 'H' is just to give this post a south-indian taste.)

The two 'I' factor

Yesterday when i was doing my so called project work suddenly my eyes got stuck on the word I on the screen.Earlier also my have been stuck in the same way to other words also(coz of my poor vocab power), but for the first time in life i got confused over a word i am dealing with for more than 17 yrs.I searched it in the website yourdictionary.com
i got 14 entries for this



                                       
but still i was looking for smthing more.I kept thinking for long & then come up with what 'I' means to me.
For a looser like me 'I' has always been either missing or misplaced in life.In the challenging days of my life when i was preparing for Engineering entrance examinations,I always hankered for two I +one T (IIT) in my life.I tried my good (but not best...i accept this truth..shamelessly) but at last i had to manage with One I +One T,it's another thing that i got an xtra N,which i never wished for.I have seen some of my freinds, having both I in their respective profiles, were given warm welcome everywhere.This was the point where i was (in fact m still ) two steps behind them.
This was not the difference of mere two steps but a pretty wide difference of attitude also.A number of times i found arrogance in their behavior.I can remind lots of incidents where persons with the TWO I factor overlooked the presence of others like me (with one I or none).In those moments i used to get envy of their status not to get superior position n have an attitude problem like them, but to be a part of the conversation going on & to understand the jargon used by them.
Any ways with not having any choice other than accepting my failure i started my life @ NIT JSR.But here again the word COMPROMISE hasn't let me get out of its grip. This time i had to compromise with my branch. Although this time some ingenuine entries (entries from back door) had put me on a way which was hardly leading me to a position to feel like a real techie. My branch name was Metallurgy & Material Science (the name itself carrying a word science to make u feel like doing BSc.).Again i had to accept it & I did...In the 2nd sem of the four year journey i got some hope when i heard of branch change option on the basis of CGPA. Once again i started dreaming to fly with new technical wings.But like a crash course this evanescent joy also finished before i could start realizing it.Once again i was ditched by luck.At the very end of this sem when everything was going okay, i got trapped in the hands of Jaundice.This was really shocking for me as i hadn't got any serious decease till then.Well with the blessings of my parents & all the relatives, i am still alive writing this post, but couldn't manage to attend my xams.As a reward for requesting alternative for the exams, i got supplementary option by the superpowers of college.At this stage of time when u know that your performance is going to be evaluated by decreasing it by one complete point, its very awkward to have any hope of branch change n fill ur choices in the form. So i didn't fill the form for branch change.The most tragic moment was when i got results n found my marks good enough to lead me to Electrical branch.
It is the first time i am admitting my mistake to underestimate my capacity.I usually say to people that i always loved meta n never wanted to get rid of it.
Pradeep (one of my good freinds) often said to me this is the branch which has given me so much of exposure,the popularity among juniors & teachers, also among the students of other colleges. But my point is at what cost? At the cost of my peace of mind, a number of sleepless nights, countless of days working without having lunch , my dooming career ( i don't know how i will survive in an industry where i don't have any right to be), attending almost all the classes, stigma of a flop organiser ( which i strongly disagree) or at the cost of all the cheating done by my branchis ( whom i always cared for).sometimes when i look back on those days i find myself nothing more than an stupid with a black Technica BAG hanging on my shoulders running for stupid things. I may not be right all the time, n may be this time again by i am feeling like being cheated by myself.I should have done something for my future in the past four years, which i think has been wasted without a thought.
But now i think its stupid to get stuck to ur past specially when it is very painful, so i am a fresh new Sambhaw, who has learnt from his past, but has nothing to do with his older form.Once again i am back with immense energy, again i have got a mission in my life, once again i am going to have a fight for the two I (this time I+I+M).Till now everything is supporting me, my company is providing me the best i can have, perfect shift,perfect package,perfect perks,perfect workload,perfect flexibility, in a nut shell a perfect I.If you believe in what Om prakash makheeja(shahrukh khan in Om shanti om) says... kisi cheej ko dil se chah0 to poori kaaynaat tumhe usse milane mein lag jati hai... i am on the coming soon board of IIM...

IBM what makes us special ??

From the time when i went 4 IBM campus recruitment pre-placement talk , i was constantly thinking for what is so special n this indian version of a FIRANGI COMPANY that they hav put this line as there slogan.


I know i hav taken a long time of almost a complete year for solving this puzzle, bt m quite happy with the outcome of my efforts.




three days ago whn i was facing a project interview here, once again the same questian came in frnt of me. All of sudden after my introduction the person asked me what hav u found special in this company ? what r the things u liked here most ? although at that time i didn't answerd it very well , coz the answer wt i had in my mind could lead me away from selection. so i told the same gheese- peete lines of campus dayz..like team spirit n enthu of ppl working here...(really it was meaningless talking abt the enthu of other ppl when u r having most frustrating dayz of urs).the person opposite 2 me jst passed a smile at that time n i couldn't get the reason b'hind this smile. Bt two dayz later whn i got my rejection confirmation i understood my first lesson in this cmpny SMTIMES UR OWN LANGUAGE SHOULD ALSO B GIVEN A CHANCE TO COME OUT.

well then i thought how it could b answerd ? wt r the things coming in my mind when i hear IBM.what can b the most striking feature of this company ? Is it the cool Cafeteria or the delux toilets ? Bench ki masti ya Interview ki preparation ? The treats from south indian guys or the failure reports of the procedure created by us in dummy project ?

If i were asked the same questian at the place other than the interview room, the first thing i would hav said mst b the special wall clock in the meeting room ( i hav shown that in the collage also).the speciality with this clock is that u may b coming 4 hrs late it will never let u down , coz it will show the same time 9.25 . Another thing i luv here is the posters on walls in lift-lobbies.this reminds me the wall mag of my floor in hostel.
The food in cafeteria is awesome. i've forgot wt is the definition of north-indian food here,coz south indian plate seems 2 b nearer to north indian than the so called NI food here.U can enjoy the jumbo fruit bawl in jst Rs 15, bt the problm with this bawl is that u won't b allowd to hav it alone specially if u hav frnds like mine then hardly u can finish 1/3rd by urself. The only thing u can get unlimited here is coffee/lemon tea/milk/latte/hotwater/cold water.I think m getting fat due to the free milk here.Some of my frnds hav started having take away service also.(it won't b safe mentioning names here)
The only area whr this cmpny is still far behind from its competetors is the Girl factor.it is still lacking the soft factor of a S/W company n i m still searching my perfect one here (probably vl b doin the same for a long time).

Change...

One day morning when I saw the Bangalore times I was surprised at the snap of shahrukh. First of all I thought it a photoshop wrk done to make funn of king khan’s thin lean figure.bt when I read the article I got the news of CHANGE in Shahrukh’s figure.Although I didn’t like this change bt for all the big fans of SRK it may b a dream 2 see this biggest star naked with 6 packs(I don know wt xactly is this 6 packs I've jst read it in that article).


CHANGE… everything is getting changed whether it’s the bar graph of SENSEX or KOLKATA COMMUNIST GOVT’S THINKING,whether its INDIAN PREZ’S SEXUAL STATUS or ORKUT’S LOOK, whether it’s new frnds of Pervez musharraf (BENAJEER) or the DOLLAR’S VALUE in Rs. From POLITICAL SCENARIO in KARNATAKA to INDO-US relationship everything is getting CHANGEd & So am I.Ofcourse how can I b uninfluenced from wts happening all around.



If u analyse the two words ‘student’ & 'corporate employee’ , u’ll find there is mch more than the increment by one word.Making of an employee of an MNC from an engg student contains lots of changes. Almost all types of changes(from mental 2 economical) u’ve 2 undergo thru in this process. Bt in my case(& in sm of my frnds also )an additional change has cm in2 picture,its GEOGRAPHICAL one & believe me its really very tough 2 keep pace with all these, all of a sudden & at the same time.I don know abt u guys bt I m suffering a lot (may b m not flexible enf 4 this).Now when I go for hav a look at wht r the things new in my life it’s a big list.wanna hav a look…

From Aryabhatta hall of residence to New heavens mens’ hostel
From single hostel room to 2-sharing PG
From Road no.-4 to Thaverekere main road
From NIT From NIT JSR to IBM B’LORE
bus to BMRTC bus(sm times VOLVO AC one)
From SAMOSA to CHICKEN PUFFS
From NOVELTY to MCDONALD
From HUM to MAIN/I
From CHHATT POOJA to GANPATI POOJA
From Peter England/Moustache/Indigo nation/Auburn Hill to Flying machine/Van huesson/Provogue/Excalibre/Allen solly
From Classic hand watch to Fastrack
From Khadims to Woodlands
From cool T-shirts to Formals

From LG 5130 CDMA to N73
From RIM to Airtell
From 09334268154 to 09341007929/09902061859
From no traffic to a jammd roads
From Yashkamal to Forum
From PAYAL to PVR
From Romanov to Cuppoccino/Milk/Lemon tea.
From BBC to HUNGAMA group (this is the name my team got from our shadow project manager)
From SBI ATM card to AMERICAN EXP/ICICI CREDIT CARDS
From 500 bucks in account to 50000 bucks
From HOD to PPL manager/RDM
From IRON-CARBON diag. (Fe-C) to PL/SQL queries
From loads of works to NO WORK at all
Really CHANGE IS THE ONLY CONSTANT THING IN THIS WORLD.
But still thr r sm things which r the same as they were earlier.infact in one-o-two cases m really tired of them.Some of them r really interesting enf to b mentiond.Still m well known to my colleagues (n my shadow proj manager ) for my bag(this time a new one). Still m SINGLE bt NOT AVAILABLE.My spicy flavor,my perfect slim figure,hair style,orkut freakiness,listening songs upto 2 am in morning,late waking up,going late to office (a lot of ppl used to b leaving at that time),my trust in God,Photomania,my close-up smile in all the snaps,my laptop, craze amng juniors(with my fingers crossed).These r the things almost constant like Bihar’s ranks in India Today ratings. Till now I havn’t got any project so lots of more thing r goin to b changed very soon, so m waiting for them . This time m preparing myself to adjust with them efficiently(singing the song JINDAGI AUR BATA TERA IERADA KYA HAI…)

How do u DO?

Mile sur mera tumhara....

hi
here is another wonderful video...hav funn....

Mile sur mera tumhara, To sur bane hamara.... sur kee nadiyaan
har disha se behke saagar mein mile. Baadalon ka roop leiker
barse halke halke... Mile sur mera tumharaa.. to... sur bane
hamaara.. Mile sur mera tumhara...

Chaain taraj tahin nyay taraj
ek but baniye saayen taraj

Tera sur mile mere sur de naal
milke bane ek nava surtaal

Mile sur mera tumharaa....to sur bane hamaara..

Mohnja sur tohi desa pyara mile jadein geet ashaanjo madhur tarano
bane tadein
Sur ka dariya bahte saagar me mile badlaan da roop leike barasan
holle haule

Isaindhal namm iruvarin suramum namadhakum.. Dhisai veru aanalum
aazi ser aarugal Mugilai mazaiyai pozivadu pol isai ...Namm
isssaiiii.... Thik thakida thathikakidA....thaka thimi thaka junu

Nanna dhwanige ninna dhwani-ya, seridante namma dhwaniya..
Naa swaramu nee swaramu sangammamai, mana swaram ga avatarinchey

Ninde swaramum ningalude swaramum otthucheiyum Namudeya swaramai....

Tomaar shoor moder shoor srishti koroor koi ekshoor[2]...
Sriishti karoon woi katha

Toma mora swarer milan srishti kare chalbochatano

male sur jo taro maro, bane aapno sur niralo

majhya tumchya julta tara madhur suranchya barasti dhara

Sur ki nadiya har disha se behke saagar mein mile...
Baadlo ka roop leke barse halke halke..
Oh...Mile sur mera tumhara tho....sur bane hamara...
(now the entry of three superstars....i never wanted to miss it)
Mile Sur mera tumhara
to sur bane hamara tho sur bane hamara
to sur bane hamara

Ek Chidiya..Anek Chidiya...

well... frnds as i had already told u in my last post ...m on my way...

Do u know the meaning of ANEK...if u dont (if u do then also)lets understand it.....

mmmm mmmm

hind desh… mmm huhu… hum sabhee…. ek hain… tara ra ra raaa
bhashaa anek hain
mmmm mmmm bhasha ANEK hain…. mmmm mmmmm

Here is the word ANEK.

yeh anek kya hain didi ?
anek yani bahut saare….
bahut saare, kya bahut saare?
acha, batatee hoon…

suraj ek…
chanda ek…..
taare anek….

taroN ko anek bhi kehte hain ?????
nahi nahi !!
dekho phir se
suraj ek, chanda ek, ek ek ek karke taare bane anek….
theek se samjhao naa didi

dekho dekho ek gilahari
peeche peeche anek gilahariyan
ek thithli, ….. ek aur thithali……
ek ek ek karke ho gayee ab, anek thithliyaaN…

samajhgaya didi
ek ungli, anek ungliyaan

haaan,

didi didi woh dekho anek chidiyan…

anek chidiyoN ki kahani sunoge ….
haan haan

aa aa aaa,

ek chidiya, ek ek karke anek chidiya….
dana chugne aayee chidiyan …..
chorus : didi humen bhi sunaonaa…….

tho suno phirse…

ek chidiya, anek chidiyaN
dana chugne baith gayee thi …..

hai raam, par wahan byaadh ne ek jaal bhijaya tha…

byaadh, byaadh kaun didi ?
byaadh … chidiya pakadne wala

“phir kya hua didi, byaadhne unhe pakad liya, maar daala… ”

un..huh…

Himmat se gar jute rahe to
chote ho par, mile rahe tho
bada kaam bhi hove bhaiya..
bada kaam bhi hove bhaiya …

ek..do..theen..

Chaturrr cidiyaaN, sayaani chidiyaaN
miljul kar, jaal le kar, bhaagee chidiyan
furrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

door, ek gaaon ke paas, chidiyon ke dost, chuhe rahte the….
aur unhone, chidiyonkaa jaal, kaat diya………

tho dekha ki tumne, anek, sirf ek hojate hain tho kaisa mazaa aata hain
didi main bataoon…

HO GAYE EK …
BAN GAYEE TAKAT..
BAN GAYEE HIMMAT…

didi agar hum ek ho jaayen to bada kaam kar sakte hain?
haan haan, kyon nahi …
to is ped ke aam bhi thod sakte hain ???
haan, thod sakte hain, par jugat lagani hogi …

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achaa, eh jugat, wah… bada mazaa ayegaa..

hind desh ke niwasi sabhi jana ek hain, -2
rang-roop vesh-bhaasha chaahe anek hain -2
ek-anek… ek-anek…

suraj ek, chanda ek, taare anek,
ek titli, anek titaliyaaN
ek gilhari , anek gilhariyaaN
ek chidiyan, ek ek… anek chidiyaan

bela gulab juhi champa chameli….. -2
phool hain anek kintu mala phir ek hai …-2

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Humara apna Doordarshan...

Hey... it often occurs whn u r goin with the process of phase shift in ur life, u start looking back n get nostalgic over very small things also.Smtimes this feeling is so immense that u cant stop urself to share it witj everyone n make them feeling in the exact same manner.
thats what i m trying for.
so here i m going to put sm stuffs,many of u might b doin in ur early days of consciousness.after readimg my posts u can tell me whether i m right or wrong.
I think inspite of surfing channels at the rate of 40- 60 channel pm, while watching TV we all cant forget our only SAHARA of childhood DOORDARSHAN,( especially for cutting all the rape n exciting scenes of hindi movies.... really guys it was so mch painful waiting for a golden clip of 20 sec for an hr & remain waiting 4 the rest of movie).


bt this is not the only thing i hav started writing here ,i hav a lot to remind u.so lets start having this nostalgic fever.these r the days when Sunday was really special not only for oficial holiday bt for Ramayan & Mahabharat.i remember at that time markets used to be closed between 10am to 11am , infact traffics were also very low in that period.Waking up early & getting stuck to TV at 7.10 for Rangoli.After watching Nirma Super & all those lux videos for 15 mins the 45 minutes non stop journey of songs.Isn't that was really cool... having no load of anything...Video songs were really precious that time.Even getting a glimpse of filmstars in any ad was so mch exciting.those charms hav gonna vanished now.Can anyone of us forget the importance of Chitrahaar, in the early days of it whn posters of movies were being shown first then videos.well in my nxt series of posts i vl b giving u the changing scenario of our own DOORDARSHAN from the very beginning to the current one ( as i hav nothing left to do now, the busy season is over).it will include everything commercial ads,TV serials, Samachar & some special videos/audios,u might not hav forgot n vl never do (i can bet that).so get ready.....