Saturday, February 09, 2008

2 Mascon global...

Now a days i am going through a special type of financial crisis.Its 10th of the month & my account balance is showing a sum of 322/- only.Still a number of payments are to be made (including 6000 for the credit card due & 5000 to be sent to mom) ...What's going on ?What's wrong with me?
When today i was in Manjeera (the restaurant where i used to stuff myself) i discovered a new mode of payment other than cash,cheque,credit or debit cards,suitable for a person like me.I asked the person on counter,with whom i am quite friendly,do you accept Mascon globals.WHAT??? this was the quick reply.Believe me guys his face at that moment was like never before ..mouth wide open.I couldn't stop myself & with a little grin on my face i began yes you charge 35 bucks for a meal so you can take 2 Mascon global.or if you want then i can give you 4 Lincon pharmas. well this time without waiting for a reply,i paid him 35 bucks & took the meal token.All the tables under the roof were filled with girls from my block so i managed with the seats available along the road.Its better compared to inner one, as you can get fresh air to inhale & if are lucky enough, a layer of dust on your plate when a car crosses the place.
I started to finish my plate,but my mind had been stuck to the facial expression offered by the person, & also what he must be thinking of me...a nuts or something more than that.May be today i seem to be stupid but its quite feasible after a decade or less than that all of us will start trading in the same manner as i was trying to do.
So what's all this about ? Why i am suffering from such an impecuniousness ? This is not due to my meager income,No it doesn't tend to be tiny in front of my expenditures.The thing is that.. whole salary of mine is on the stake as from the very second day after salary i started investing my money into share market & in a matter of days i ended up with my 28k in market.Now comes the tragedy, most of the shares i bought are mid-cap one & every day market ends with a loss of 500 or approx.The names i mentioned above are the two from my portfolio.Now you can find me right as after some year,a transaction may take a form like this.In addition to fund transfer we can transfer our shares also.

No matter its 7 0r 7.30 in morning, i came from work & fell to bed, dead like a piece of flesh,i have to wake up at 9.50 sharply & connect my lappy to internet,with a hope of some greens against the names i had shown my interest into.But i don't know what's wrong with them now.Earlier they used to be indifferent of little volatility of market.May be my strong inclination to red color is reason behind this.
Very soon i am going to start my second rotation around the sun,being in this field.So kinda matureness should be expected from my decisions.But i am afraid to say that despites all my calculations,market-analyses, at the end of the day what i am getting is a new value for my shares, all lesser than previous one.
The last week of disaster has weaken me so much that if i don't find a situation different than this on monday, you may find me crying through out the day.m not joking...at least can't at this point of time.So this is a message for all my friends if there is nothing encouraging this monday,Don't call me,No SMS,No scraps like How r u? coz i don't want to lie, specially going through a phase like this.OMG what am i gonna do on this tuesday( my birthday) without a penny.mere thinking of this scares me totally.
Have you heard the song of A.R. Rehman ..Pray for me brother....(i got it loaded in my N73) well i sing really very bad,otherwise its the perfect time to sing this.I do mean it...Pray for me brother.
Oh Bhagwanji !! i don't like Reds any more..can you give me some Greens....plzzzzz.

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